[ And it really isn't. It could happen again. He's shaken but he's not surprised. What bothers him is the idea that deep down, Loki is weaving invisible plots. Plots even he cannot foresee or do. Perhaps in the end, he is trapped by his own nature. He can't do what Thor or everyone else does with ease. He can't slip into the mold and walk out a better person.
He exhales softly, like a deathly sigh. ]
I can't do it, Thor. I can't be like these people. I can't walk among them and simply . . . talk and share like they do. If I had it before, I lost it. And I do not think it will ever come back to me.
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[ And it really isn't. It could happen again. He's shaken but he's not surprised. What bothers him is the idea that deep down, Loki is weaving invisible plots. Plots even he cannot foresee or do. Perhaps in the end, he is trapped by his own nature. He can't do what Thor or everyone else does with ease. He can't slip into the mold and walk out a better person.
He exhales softly, like a deathly sigh. ]
I can't do it, Thor. I can't be like these people. I can't walk among them and simply . . . talk and share like they do. If I had it before, I lost it. And I do not think it will ever come back to me.