[Thor's expression seems to change a few times before he can settle on something neutral. There's surprise and obvious disappointment that he needs to hide before he nods.]
[ It is true that Thor has at least learned to listen. They no longer spit poison at each other. Perhaps the change of scenery had helped, without the weight of the throne hanging above them. Maybe, as Taako and Steve had said, Loki has changed, even if it leaves him formless and unsure, not knowing where he should go or be. Would Odin simply banish him now? Or worse? ]
[ You don't mean that, but Loki can tell that he does. It is simultaneously the best and worst thing Thor has ever told him. He lets his hand drop, looking to the side. ]
Right. It's . . . probably for the best if I don't return anyway.
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Then you should.
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[ It's sad, sometimes. How well they can reach each other and how often they struggle to. He rises on his feet, touching his cheek. ]
You are the worst liar in all the Nine Realms.
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He opens them, trying not to give too much again.]
What I want and what should happen aren't always one and the same. Even I know that.
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What should happen, Thor?
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[Thor explains, but it's hesitant. He's explaining it to himself as well.]
Asgard isn't a home to you, nor is the Earth we know. It could be with Steve, it could be anywhere. But it doesn't have to be with me.
[His smile strains.]
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Right. It's . . . probably for the best if I don't return anyway.
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[He reaches out to give Loki a gentle push.] You'll still mean everything to me. Wherever you go.
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Mmm. Maybe I'll drop in unannounced every century or so.
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[He suggests, then rethinks.] Preferably not one filled with poison.
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This is getting awkward. I should go. [Always the blunt one. Thor needs to be sad alone somewhere.]
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Thor. This is your room.
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Then you should leave. [He puts his hands on his hips, trying to shrug it off.]
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