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[worldsaway]

I'm out. I'll be back, but hopefully not. Leave a message if it's not important. If it is, find me.

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a note - slipped under his door after the arena

[thequitecontrary]

[written in an elegant feminine script]

Thor,

I watched you fight in the arena today. Congratulations on your win. It was hard fought, but well deserved, which comes as no surprise to me. I was cheering for you.

I'd like to work more with the bow and arrow, when you have some time.

- Lady Mary

[thequitecontrary]

[A note left on his bed towards the end of the month.]

My Darling Thor,

I hope that this letter finds you well. You are in my thoughts often and as I have told you before, I sometimes find it hard to express my feelings outright. I thought that writing them down might help.

We spent three days of Liberalia mostly enjoying the company of others. While with them, I was fully present, but once I was alone again, my thoughts turned to you, wondering where you were and who was occupying your time. Again and again I returned to you in my mind, longing for you.

While what we have in bed is incredibly appealing, for me it has become so much more. You are truly one of the most extraordinary men that I've ever met. You're kind and strong and intelligent and you make me laugh. I am happy when I am with you, Thor, happier than I have been in a very long time. When my life is gray, you are like sunshine to me. You believe that I am a nice person, a good person, and because of that, you see a side of me that not everyone gets to see. I cannot tell you what it means to have you think the best of me. My heart overflows with joy.

I do not know what this place holds for us, but with the disappearances that keep happening, I feel that I must make my feelings known to you. Who knows how much time we have?

I want to be with you and only you. I want to be yours and you mine. I want to make love to you every night and wake up every morning in your arms. I want us to continue to grow together as we become closer.

I pray that this is what you wish for as well. If you need some time to think, I will understand. My hope is that Liberalia was a similar experience for you in that you have also learned what you want. If that is not to be with me, then I will be hurt, but I will accept your decision.

Until then, I remain,

Yours,

- Mary