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Thor Odinson ([personal profile] worldsaway) wrote2020-07-23 12:42 am

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"Poor timing. Leave your name so I can seek you out in future."
dothelokimotion: (I can’t find a trace of you anywhere)

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[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-11 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This still feels like a bad idea. Or it seems to have the marks of one. Loki doesn't know how to apologize, how to take back what is already done. It would sound fake, trite. It is not in him to truly regret what he's done even if there are moments he would like to take back or smooth over. But he's never been one for contrition. And Loki never will be.

And yet. Thor was caught in one of Odin's lies. At the very least, Loki does not need to leave Thor alone in it. And if Thor prefers to be, well . . . it's easy enough to leave. ]


Hurts, doesn't it? Being lied to.

[ Okay, Loki can't be that helpful. ]
dothelokimotion: (We can only prefer it to the dark)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-11 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Loki circles Thor, a hint of nervousness in his gait. He wonders now, if Thor realized it was Loki that sent Thor back to Earth. Let him keep Mjolnir. He had the throne after all, but he often questioned why Thor fully believed it was Odin who sent him off. Who told him how proud he was.

But perhaps that was how Odin spoke to Thor. And just never to Loki. ]


I do not think you will ever give up trying to understand the All-Father or be like him. The man is a pinnacle of achievement after all. He brought the Golden Age to the Nine Realms. And your father.

[ Loki shrugs loosely, even if he doesn't quite make eye-contact. ]

The legend does not match with the man. He is a king first before anything else.
dothelokimotion: (We live in a pattern)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-11 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He blinks. ]

Well . . . yes. What did you think the throne would be like? It's not meant to be fun. The All-Father had no real advisers, he barely listened to the Queen.

[ Still, hearing Thor doubt Odin's love was . . . troubling. Even to Loki. ]

Of course he loved you. He banished you with the means to end your own banishment. You think he hands out those kinds of exceptions freely?
dothelokimotion: (Not certain we even have questions)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-11 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Loki rears back as if stung, because the All-Father's disapproval still hangs over him like a cloud, a distant goal that Loki deep down still believes he can reach. That he can attain. In his darker dreams, he still thinks that someday, maybe someday, he could go home and all will be well.

Mere dreams.

His shoulders slump slightly. ]


It is best not to probe the All-Father's mind.
dothelokimotion: (The world makes sense)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-11 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And like that, a frisson of anger runs through Loki, making him ball his hands up in fists as he grits his teeth, losing his temper. ]

He lied to you! Who knows what else he has hidden away, what other things he deemed necessary without ever consulting you, without ever thinking of anything but himself and his future!

[ Yes, it's ironic, but Loki was strung out since his fight, the subsequent brief fall out with Taako and the stress that whatever changes he had made were utterly useless. He recognizes it, but it does not stop him. ]

He's never going to change!
dothelokimotion: (Existence as an unchanging plain)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Loki stops short at that, colour leeching from his face. He's never going to change, he thinks numbly. Perhaps that is what he wanted. Loki wanted his father to change his mind but he wasn't going to. Just like Loki wasn't going to change. Perhaps he and Odin were not so different after all. His fingers uncurl and drop uselessly to his sides. ]

Like me.
dothelokimotion: (Light may be terrible)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ His lips twitch into a weak smile, but it's clear Loki's heart isn't into it. ]

What do you expect then?
dothelokimotion: (How miraculous is that?)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Moments pass and it seems like Loki is ready to leave. He's said too much and the weight of it hangs over them like a noose. Taako said he had changed and Taako wasn't given to lying. Steve had said as much too. But so much of Loki wonders how much he was lying or whether he was, without even knowing it.

But Thor says I expect nothing and it feels like that weight has slightly lifted. Tentatively he reaches out to squeeze Thor's shoulder. ]


I am sorry about Father.

[ I am sorry about me, but Loki would never say that. He never will. ]
dothelokimotion: (Curse your children)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Loki keeps his hand there before gently pulling it back. ]

It's not the same. And it is not — what I wanted.
dothelokimotion: (And your children's children)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ He rolls his eyes, swatting Thor's shoulder lightly. ]

Knowing your self-control, you're bound to give everyone minute shocks.
dothelokimotion: (That is the self we imagined we were)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
That sounds like an excuse to hit me with lightning. I remember that from your "target practice" with your hammer.
dothelokimotion: (We are not history yet)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ His eyes narrow suspiciously. Loki is all too familiar with that phrase. ]

And what would I be getting help for?
dothelokimotion: (It’s impossible to be killed by a gun)

[personal profile] dothelokimotion 2017-11-12 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ His eyes widen. ]

Oh, no. We're not doing that.

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